Feb 15 2004
After 15 weeks, Cynthia was tested again. Her thyroid was now
completely normal. Moreover Cynthia completely renewed the joy in her
marriage to such a noticeable point her and her husband acted like
newlyweds when they were together. She also found her relationships
with both her two grown boys and parents were greatly improved and was
she was happy to be around them.
Cynthia was a new person and had regained her inner most beingness. Her creativity also began to flourish as she renewed her interests in painting and music which she had abandoned twenty years earlier. Cynthia was having fun as a daily part of each day. The glow upon her face and warmth she radiated were clear indications of a happy healthy thyroid and mental mind self.
Kathy had read the original article about Cynthia and living nearby my center in Delray Beach Florida asked if she could come in and meet with me. She was very excited as she felt the case of Cynthia was very similar to her own and so felt great hope she could finally overcome her hyperthyroidism diagnosed as Graves disease. I’m tired all the time” she said” I don’t want to exercise and I overeat. I’m filled with unresolved anger and feel worthless and depressed. My attitude is negative too much of the time and it seems I have an non-stop conflict with my husband that is getting worse. We don’t agree on anything. I seem to drag things on for days and can’t let go!. I’ve tried many different combinations of medications and hormone therapy and nothing seems to work. I have even tried acupuncture and Bodytalk to no avail “
“These symptoms are common” I informed her “When you are out of balance in your body it is a reflection of a deeper imbalance in your emotions and thus mind. You are carrying around many areas of unexpressed resentment , unresolved grievances from the past and repressing your natural lifeforce. The focus of our work together is to discover what triggers these symptoms and trace them back to the initial sensitizing events that have embedded them in your unconscious mind as a hidden program you function by. Lets review your history by making a timeline of the significant events in your life and create a picture of your inner consciousness that lurks below the surface”
At this point I spent the next two sessions developing Kathy’s timeline and doing a variety of interventions as we went. The overview of Kathy’s life was similar in content to what I had seen with many cases mentioning these same emotional and biological difficulties although with some extreme examples. She ran away from home as at 13 to live with her father as her parents divorced when she was 4.. Kathy and her mom constantly moved and she felt very unstable and disoriented. Her mom orten had whipped her with a belt often and Kathy would dream of her revenge someday. She was so filled with anger and hatred towards her mom she had not visited her in 20 years and despised all communications with her. It was as if she was still the victim child and couldn’t get away.
Later when she moved in with her father he committed incest with her and it was a miracle she didn’t take her own life. To top things off she later learned her parents had never even married so she felt as if salt was now rubbed into her wounds and she was choked with disgust.
During these disclosures we would focus on specialized techniques I developed called Miracle Re-patterning. These are processes I developed that incorporate the principles of A Course in Miracles with Meta NLP ( neuro-linguistic programming ) and Timeline Therapy. I have found the so called use of forgiveness by most people is superficial and merely an attempt to feel superior by going through the motions of pardoning someone for the hurt they feel was caused them. Also too often this forgiveness is one-sided and actually develops victim mentality as the person fails to look within themselves to discover the accumulated guilt they have from unethical acts they committed
Forgiveness to be properly done must access higher levels of consciousness and thought so as to go to the core of the decisions made to undo the negative imprinting and replace them with a new positive framework.
During the course of our work Kathy attended my Course in Miracles and Meditation Foundation Series and was really committed to learn new ways of living her life. She strongly desired to play tennis again and save her marriage as well as be a healthy role model for her children. Her son had almost died as a child and Kathy still carried tremendous guilt about that as well.
